Tanner Wilkins,
Clarisse and Tanner on the Phone
I need to send my feelings of my life here. In HR there can be supporting of persons that are friends at work, there can be suggestions of what books I read, or where would I go, or what wold I do if you ran out of gasoline, no more gas in the gas tank, I told to buy an extra gallon.
The hurt in my life I was not able to get deeply tell a friend in my life, I think I did once it was to my Friend Melina J., the soul told me, “It’s now about sex” with an intimate partner to heal the pain away the emotional part, I prefer to play sports because of the emotions at sports. People whom I think have emtional pain from family and can be friends also have terrorism done to their lives but this does not make what terrorism exempted to be okay to do to their lives. The motivation to gain cash is for love and independence I really would have lived in a little room under a basement with my pooches to get independence and a loved one see my truthful intelligence and be able to support me using his cash that is in his name in a bank account, although it has been laundered transferred by the terrorist, it is no longer their terror cash anymore. What happen in my life is I have. church guilt that comes to me that i do not make parents happy of what thier thoughts are that makes me happy while the other ones are with an intimate partner. I can be high end with my behavior and looks but the cahs part is something I am unable to get, partly, i get guilt that my parents are not involved in what I want to have in my life, I in may ways feel I am a little child again, all I do is bad to what thier are thinking of me and it is not good, I listen to them and be good is the person here that needs the cash, many can think nothing is wrong with me because of my army like behavior that comes first but this part of my life and parts of your life each others life that is not comprehended or even spoken of the pain in life in emotions are real and thy are not from terrorist, it is from religion of family. I have inner guilt that I was born and that I would not be living a life that is better than one that lives in the slums, I am not grateful enough as in praising for the life I have and not the life lived in the slums and I do not do good to family, I feel that’s what keeps me here until the day comes I cam rescued by a loved one. I have to be more than what I am happy with of myself and an intimate partner”
Clarisse responses, “I don’t think I can be this intracate, was Ellery or Melina”
“No they are not”
“They can keep up with you in conversation right?”
“Yes”
“Well that’s it, I and they are not intricate enough to say the words”
“I use exercise to relief it also with the soul of someone that can care for me intimately, it works when I am able to focus on it”
“Well that’s good to know I’ll try it out myself”
“Thanks Tanner”
Terror Will End
Tanner Wilkins
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